It's Not Fair Lyrics

I wonder what I'd say if I saw you

Would I even let you look into my eyes

Sometimes I wish that I could call you

But I'd rather end up paralyzed

Than to reach out

Knowing you don't care

Somebody said you miss me

But that ain't even fair

It's not fair

Cause hearing that broke me it made me angry

How can you say you miss me when you hate me

Don't even lie and say you don't,

you only say things to hear yourself talk

How could a mother blame a daughter

How could you leave me knowing I was dying

How could you

It ain't fair

How could you?

I know you watch me on the internet

But you blocked me just have control

I remember the last text I sent

You never responded

You couldn't reach out

And tell me that you care

Lost my dad to all the drugs

And you just disappeared

No it's not fair

It's not fair

Cause hearing that broke me it made me angry

How can you say you miss me when you hate me

Don't even lie and say you don't,

You only say things to hear yourself talk

How could a mother blame a daughter

How could you leave me knowing I was dying

How could you

It ain't fair

How could you?

I've got this anger

It won't ever go away

Nothing is sacred

I will never be the same