Trust Issues Lyrics

There's so many things that I wish I could explain

(Explain)

All this doubt up in my head is rotting my brain

(My brain)

All of this depression is so hard to maintain

(Maintain)

I try to make it work but I expose all my pain

(My pain)

So much shit from my past

Debate if I should relapse

Wonder if I should fight back

Or have a panic attack

They tell me that I'm to nice

And maybe I should think twice

But I should just grab the knife

And say goodbye to this life

I know I have a hard time trusting what you say

(Trusting what you say)

But please understand that I really wasn't born this way

(Really wasn't born this way)

Scars from my past got me used to these damn love games

(Damn love games)

And when I have doubts just know I'm not the one to blame

(The one to blame)

I got trust issues

I got trust issues

I got trust issues

Damn trust issues

Why do I fight

With thoughts up inside my mind

Why do I believe the lies

When you're not here by my side

These scars are a burden

Just know that I been hurting

Why is my stomach turning

When you say not to worry

I'm sorry I doubt

My head is just way to loud

I understand if your out

Just don't leave me here to drown

I been stuck in the past

I wonder how long I'll last

Before I pop them to fast

These pills are all that I have

So much self hate

I wonder if you relate

I've made so many mistakes

And now I think it's to late

My soul will never be free

I'm stuck with this misery

My heart continues to bleed

I wear my scars on my sleeve

I know I have a hard time trusting what you say

(Trusting what you say)

But please understand that I really wasn't born this way

(Really wasn't born this way)

Scars from my past got me used to these damn love games

(Damn love games)

And when I have doubts just know I'm not the one to blame

(The one to blame)

I got trust issues

I got trust issues

I got trust issues

Damn trust issues