Death Wish Lyrics

I don't wanna fucking try

I just wanna fucking cry

Do I wanna be alive

Only thoughts of suicide

I don't wanna fucking try

I just wanna fucking cry

Do I wanna be alive

Only thoughts of suicide

Only dark thoughts remain

Fantasizing of the day

When I can't take it and put a bullet in my fucking brain

I been tryna breath

Tryna be at ease

Cause I know that one day I'll fade away and I'll be at peace

I don't wanna die

I'm sick of all the lies

The only thing that remains is heavy thoughts of suicide

Take another pill

Do it for the thrill

Hoping that I close my eyes and never have to write my will

Hush, you hear that? The demons keep on talking

Tell me I should self destruct and never plan on stopping

I hate myself I isolate so I don't kill the vibe

Upping on all of my medications that I am prescribed

People ask me if I'm fine

They don't know what's on my mind

They can't read between the lines

Cuz that's the part I always hide

I just wanna run away

I just wanna find my place

I wanna find a better way

I wanna see a better day

I don't wanna fucking try

I just wanna fucking cry

Do I wanna be alive

Only thoughts of suicide

I don't wanna fucking try

I just wanna fucking cry

Do I wanna be alive

Only thoughts of suicide