Not Even Close To It, Like Not At All Lyrics

Hashem knows I've been on for a minute

But I feel like I'm slipping through the cracks

Like an outta town chic 26 years old not hitched and still living at home with her parents in the sticks

She just wanna meet a mensch get married have kids licht bench

Think about what shabbos cereal she gets for em

Growing up her mama got Trix

Now she all grown up feeling like she got tricked

How is this gods plan

Lights going off in the beis

I don't even flinch

Al' I'm falling down the rabbit hole again

Thinking over every single sin I ever did

Every time I was hocking about my friends going off

Trust me I was just blowing off steam

How I treated my mom at 15 through 18 then TJ

I'm getting goosebumps like I'm reading at a 5th grade level

Lotta JAPs never get to meet their prince

If they miss the boat now they goin have to stay a miss for the rest of their

Life moves fast didn't need Matt Broderick to fill a bochur in

Fat chance when she got a double

I'm taking cheap shots like Cofix

Shaddy been ghosting so now I'm on loop like a hit song

Watch how she getting ticked off now

I maybe outreach NCSY

Hair slicked back like an SY

West side now blue polo in shul like Best Buy

Late nights you don't wanna hear about the rest

That I didn't even get

Hashem knows I've been on for a minute

But I feel like I'm slipping through the cracks

Not long ago a bochur in crack

To Shmacked missing curfew night bus back for I black out

Gotta thank brass how he got me outta that

Blow my budget for the week on an iv and bed

Shaddy blue checking me ain't no way I'm getting redt now

DOA somebody get the check now think I'm checked out

Hashem knows I've been on for a minute

But ain't even finished

Not even close to it