STILL WANT LOVE Lyrics

I still want to love

Things with us got so tough

I never gave up on our love

You just treated me like I wasn't enough

So I don't know how I can love

Anybody ever again

See it's like I want to love

But I'm scared to try again

Cause you were my only friend

And I gave you my everything

Including a wedding ring

But it just wasn't enough

And I know I still want love

Yeah I know I want to love

But you made me feel like I'll never be enough

I used to believe in forever in love that will never fade

But now I'm standing here in the aftermath of a charade

Promises were made it's crazy how I thought you'd be the one to stay

But you walked away from us so easy that day

All those promises they just crumbled like quicksand

Now I'm left picking up the pieces trying to understand

We were supposed to be a team through thick and thin

But now I'm left alone reminiscing on the days when we were so in love

But now it's all gone like a fading star above

I'm left with memories haunting me in the night

Wondering how it all went wrong and how we lost the fight

I knew what you were doing but I still wanted to make it right

And you didn't even wanna try

I used to be so happy but I don't even know how to feel

Sitting in silence some days just trying to deal

With everything that happened this year it still don't feel real

I just wanna heal

Some days I question my worth and my purpose in this life

It's crazy how the girl I made my wife is someone I just don't know anymore

And we used to talk every night

And some days I miss her

And some days I'm okay with how everything happened

I just wish I could understand how we could go from laughing all the time to me packing

And moving out

I'm completely focused on my rapping

Cause I feel like maybe love I'm just better without

I don't know

I still want to love

Things with us got so tough

I never gave up on our love

You just treated me like I wasn't enough

So I don't know how I can love

Anybody ever again

See it's like I want to love

But I'm scared to try again

Cause you were my only friend

And I gave you my everything

Including a wedding ring

But it just wasn't enough

And I know I still want love

Yeah I know I want to love

But you made me feel like I'll never be enough