All My Friends Are Dead Lyrics

There used to be a balance in life

Suicidal thoughts and the need to survive

But now that's all too much

The drugs are never enough

It's like the whole fucking world

Has just called my bluff

My friends have always been there

Through everything

Though lately it seems

It's only doubt they bring

And it's always been there

The harsh fucking truth

That I'll never escape

The substances I abuse

I'm nothing but a joke

To family and friends

If only I could've known

That this is how this ends

I've never had any hope

I wish that I'd fucking choke

I'll never make amends

I'd rather just pretend

That all my friends are dead

They've jumped on the wagon

Finally caught their breath

Now I'm all alone

Drawing near my death

How can I face this reality

When I can't subdue what's inside of me

I've been falling to pieces

I fell in a hole

As the toxin releases

One small pinch

And the vein now squirms

I'll lay in the trench

And become food for the worms

My world is breaking down

I fell into the void

Where they can't reach me now

The shadows I have searched

They show me my mistakes

The memories I must face

I dwell inside this place

Why did it have to be this way

Why can't my pain be taken away

I'm clawing at

My fucking eyes

I can't bare this guilt

I think I'd rather die

I wish that I could be like them

But I keep reaching for thorns

Instead of grabbing the stem

Am I afraid of losing you

Or more afraid of losing my way through

That all my friends are dead

They've jumped on the wagon

Finally caught their breath

Now I'm all alone

Drawing near my death

How can I face this reality

When I can't subdue what's inside of me

I've been falling to pieces

I fell in a hole

As the toxin releases

One small pinch

And the vein now squirms

I'll lay in the trench

And become food for the worms

I can't bear this dread!

It's hurts to know: I can't escape this

Monster in my head!

I try to face it, but I'm spineless

All my friends are dead!

And they forgot about me

I'm walking; lifeless

All my friends are dead!

And down the barrel, I see

A way to fix this mess