Defective Lyrics

It's hard to breathe

I cut myself just to feel something

It's following

The paranoia's just too much to take

The fears doubled in size

Trying to find a place inside

I'm holding on with all I've got

But you see the dam's fucking breaking

I am

Tired of lying that I feel something

It's not enough

To pretend that I'm fine with everything

I'm falling and changing

Into something that I'd hate to become

I am

I am

It's haunting me

I'm out of place, grasping for reality

I'm scared to face

Everything that's building up inside of me

I live in delusions

Praying that these pills can save me

But it's all an illusion

This path leads to my ending

I am

Tired of lying that I feel something

It's not enough

To pretend that I'm fine with everything

I'm falling and changing

Into something that I'd hate to become

I am

I am

I AM DEAD INSIDE