MASOCHIST Lyrics

Been feelin insane

Been feelin livid

Been tryna maintain

Some healthy livin

Quit lookin at me

I know I don't fit in

I don't wanna talk

I fear commitment

Relinquished all my relationships

Never showed up to a couple shifts

Why am I like this

Self destructive masochist

Mind over matter

But I'm losing mine

Don't know if I'll win

Because I'm racing time

I ain't been the same

Since I got my first high

There ain't nothing like that lsd high

Don't nothing compare to that lsd high

I see the effect

When I look in her eyes

I'm so hard to please

But she does it so right

Leave it up to me to destroy her whole night

Leave it up to me to destroy my whole life

Got self tendencies

That could stir up a fight

My codependency latch has been tight

I threw the keys away just out of spite

It seems like I'm jealous every other guy

I'm still questioning

If that love you was a lie

Tell me now girl was that love you a lie

Tell me now girl was that love you a lie

Been feelin insane

Been feelin livid

Been tryna maintain

Some healthy livin

Quit lookin at me

I know I don't fit in

I don't wanna talk

I fear commitment

Relinquished all my relationships

Never showed up to a couple shifts

Why am I like this

Self destructive masochist

Baby we not too far from grace

Baby our love's not far away

Saying we need to explore space

But not so much talking when it came to face

Our tears were rolling like it was a race

Too much on the canvas for us to erase

There's nobody like you , I couldn't replace

These feelings I got still holding their place

Maybe I love too much

I wanna fuck too much

I wanna feel your touch

I always chase that rush

We just get so inconsistent

These actions forcing resistance

Don't wanna put no more distance

Between us and our existence

Been feelin insane

Been feelin livid

Been tryna maintain

Some healthy livin

Quit lookin at me

I know I don't fit in

I don't wanna talk

I fear commitment

Relinquished all my relationships

Never showed up to a couple shifts

Why am I like this

Self destructive masochist

Been feelin insane

Been feelin livid

Been tryna maintain

Some healthy livin

Quit lookin at me

I know I don't fit in

I don't wanna talk

I fear commitment

Relinquished all my relationships

Never showed up to a couple shifts

Why am I like this