SO LOVELY Lyrics

I had to live for me

I felt like dying

Had so much bad energy

Almost became a memory

Leave with nothing to remember me

Living so down mentally

Lost my head like Kennedy

Lust grew an identity

I went and drank

All that bubbly

Money don't like me

Bitch it love me

Oo life is so lovely

Oo life is so lovely

I just bought me an iced watch

2020 suicide watch

You wasn't with me

When I held the glock

You wasn't with me

It wasn't your fault

Money and power

My mind can control me

I manifested until I lost the old me

I lost me some people

But know that they still owe me

Fuck your validation

If you don't like it blow me

Can't fuck up my world

If you don't even know me

Don't step on my toes

I'll turn into Tony

I don't trust nobody

I live life so lonely

I don't trust nobody

I live life so lonely

I had to live for me

I felt like dying

Had so much bad energy

Almost became a memory

Leave with nothing to remember me

Living so down mentally

Lost my head like Kennedy

Lust grew an identity

I went and drank

All that bubbly

Money don't like me

Bitch it love me

Oo life is so lovely

Oo life is so lovely

Have you ever sat in a room

Lookin up how to make a noose

In my mind, I knew I'd make it loose

In my mind, I knew I'd never lose

But the demons still haunted

That's something I never flaunted

That's something I never wanted

Dumb it down with marijuana

How could I talk to a therapist

I didn't know where the damage is

Never wore any bandages

Every day I felt damages

Going out with low balances

Looking for answers in passages

Work it out, mental calluses

Winning now, raise your chalices

I had to live for me

I felt like dying

Had so much bad energy

Almost became a memory

Leave with nothing to remember me

Living so down mentally

Lost my head like Kennedy

Lust grew an identity

I went and drank

All that bubbly

Money don't like me

Bitch it love me

Oo life is so lovely

Oo life is so lovely