Isolating to Cope With Loneliness Lyrics

(Damn, you did 'em dirty)

Bipolar depression, constant regression

You want me sober? That's out of the question

Stuck in the mud and I can't get no leverage

Fucking my life up

I ain't gonna stress it

I don't plan on making no improvements anytime soon

Manipulation's in my veins, shit

Who you think you're lying to?

Gaslight everybody

Shit, I'm starting to believe myself

No control

Alternative: I'll just go and delete myself

No, I don't need no one else

No I cannot help myself

Addict through and through

Hide away until I fucking melt

Cry myself to sleep

Next day I'm a fucking menace

Yeah, I really got a problem

Don't you dare say that you get it

All these fucking issues

Are my only sense of self

I destroy the life around me

But I know these drugs will help (Help)

Drugs up in my system

Wondering why I'm always pissed off

Let me take a hit of nitrous

That shit got me beyond liftoff

Car interior unravels

Smell the loud inside the threads

Racing thoughts inside my mind

Yeah, my tank is in the red

Burn it all down then ask why they walked away

I'm that fucking phoenix that's still stuck up in decay

Smoke ripped out a rib

At the bottom where I stay

It's just not the time

I'll improve another day

Stay away

No, you can't help me out of this

They say they need me but I'm honestly doubting it

I am

The chatter in my head just getting louder and louder, shit

The demons in my frame

It seems they're saying and they're crowding it