Federal Nightmares Lyrics

You know how the time flies

You know for real, for real, I treat this music shit like therapy, like

I don't really talk, I don't really let it out, I just

Hold that shit in, I come to the booth and I just

I get lost into the music, I put myself into the music and shit

Free my brothers

Long live the guyz Long live Li

Long live Gavin, long live Regan

Yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

When I was young, I was living fast as fuck

I thought that I was grown, but it's so much I wish I would've known

I'm having better nightmares, scared as fuck

But my story never gon' be told

More than half my friends is locked up, never coming home

That's why I keep going hard and put my all up in these songs

And popping all these Percocets, I'm trying to right my wrongs

Wish we could run it back when we was all up in them halls

When all my dogs were free and we ain't had to have no 15 minute calls

Don't let me get the drop because I'm pulling up and I ain't even got my license

And when I jump out on the block, I hope you know I get excited

I got a call, they said my brother got indicted

Murder one, but he ain't tripping, he gon' fight it

You know I'ma hold him down and keep on writing

I know he broke inside, I told him keep on fighting

I know they wanna see me dead

And they wanna see some bullets in my head

They probably want me doing years up in the feds

That's why I gotta keep one in the head

And you know that I ain't scared, I'ma stand on everything I say

I got some scars that's never healed, that's why I keep on popping meds

I'm having suicidal thoughts when I lay in my bed

I let it go, but it's so much shit that I wish I said

I heard they want me dead, there's rumors that there's money on my head

How the fuck they get to Li I wish they could've killed my ass instead

I've been thinking about giving up, but what, that made me weak

I'm off the shrooms and the perks, bitch, you know I'm geek

But if you look me in my eyes, you see my pain is deep

I done gave my love to plenty, they all betrayed me

I ain't even peep the signs when they traded me

My little brother told me that the perks is changing me

I was in the trap, down bad I ain't have shit to eat

I had to turn one into three

We ain't had no power, we ain't had no heat

But best believe on my mama, bitch, I kept that bag on me

Got my first apartment, it was just to serve the fiends

We was moving way too hot, they slapped our shit two times in a week

That ain't stop shit, I'll grabbed my blender, went right down the street

I'm in love with her, I guess the joke's on me