Lost My Mind Lyrics

I remember when, I remember when, when I lost my mind

There was something so pleasant about that place

Even your emotions had an echo

And so much more

Why you trippin' on these

These motherfuckers too trim, Louis

I can tell you when I lost my mind, shit

It was probably in 09 when I watched my mama OD for the second time

I just keep poppin' all these meds, don't worry, I'll be fine

When I close my eyes, I hear my mama cryin

And when I go to sleep, I'm havin' nightmares of me dyin

And when I wake up, bitch, I pop a med

Because I'm havin' visions of him slidin

Yeah, it's a scary life

You better hope you got your pipe

I got a pocket full of pills like it's Mike and Ice

I know I'm livin' wrong, but I'm just tryna get it right

We boxed em in and he ain't even put up a fight

Free my brothers, yeah, some of them fightin' life

Yeah, they flushin' while they pissin

And they sleepin' with they knife

And I been havin' visions of me takin' life's

And I know that don't sound right

But the reaper, he come visit me at night

Do that make me crazy

And I been listenin' to what he sayin' lately

Said take a perc, fuck it, mix it with a Xan, maybe

And I been listenin' to what he sayin' lately

Told me walk him down and hit him in his head

Him and his lady

Do that make me crazy

I'm havin' schizophrenic thoughts, I think I'm goin' crazy

And this glock ain't got no safety

So I don't need nobody to save me

I think I'm goin' crazy

And I can look you in your eyes and see you not my kind

You look at mine, you see a soldier who survived

You see a soul that's damaged, fell in love with lies

And everybody that he trust was snakes up in disguise

Growin' up, they ain't show a youngin' love

He had to get it out the mud

His momma down bad on dem drugs, at school they laughin

They ain't know about what he was, he gotta keep his jacket on

Cause he ain't want him know he had them bugs

Growin' up, yeah, he lookin' up to thugs

His older brother caught some slugs

Now all he see is blood

Now all he see is blood

Do that make me crazy

Do that make me crazy

I can tell you when I lost my mind

It was probably in 09

When I watched my momma OD for the second time

Shit, I'll just keep poppin' all these perks

Don't worry, I'll be fine

I remember when

I remember when

When I lost my mind