Oblivious Killer (Live) Lyrics

I lost myself inside your friendship

I've torn my vocal cords from swallowing my true intentions

And there's a lesson in this somewhere

But I just don't see it yet

I convince myself that you are waiting at the end of all the sentences I never seem to finish in time

And you are waiting to reveal you care until I say a funny enough punchline

And the joke is always on me, maybe if I hate myself enough she'll never learn she hated me

So could whatever god I believe in

Convince me to need somebody else

The violent stains that you were leaving

They don't wash out

You're an oblivious killer, who was only ever trying to help

I don't try and find the answers

Because every time I do, it scares away my hope

It's all just so damn disappointing

So I'll just close my eyes and visualize to cope

That you, are distracted while you sleep by me just like I am by you

And I choose, to franticly deny myself and confirm that this is truth:

That I'll always run around, confused

And only in this stupid head of mine, is there a place for me and you

So could whatever god I believe in,

Convince me to need somebody else

The violent stains you were leaving

They don't wash out

You're an oblivious killer, who was only ever trying to help