The Intern / Faded Lyrics

I'm boxed in, can't wait anymore Don't ask him, you know he'll love you more

I'm selfish but I'll wash up on the shore I just wish that my heart wasn't at war

And I fight myself more than I could ever fight you And you can even score from everything I put you through

Remember closing the door, and trying to push right back to the night you left when I saw you in a perfect hue

You walk in, you find me laid up on the floor

A black pen with ink and paper rested on a drawer If I could just wait for what the world had in store

I'd spend less time wishing I wasn't born

And I could fight myself more than I could ever fight you And you can even score from everything I put you through

Remember closing the door, then trying to push right back to the night we met When I saw you in a perfect hue

I know myself, I didn't wanna feel I did my very best, I tried to reveal

All the problems that I caused, all the issues that I made All the little things that they picked at me

Caused my love to fade, fade

Shade, we found shade to walk under. The days, the days I wish they were longer

These times, times spent together If we try, if we try, they can last forever

But they fade, they fade Oh how they fade now

As I say each word, they flee from my mind I don't know how, to contain, my joy

I've been trying to get rid of that void. You carved out a piece of my soul and I let you have it

I didn't know how to let go I loved out of habit. I was restrained, not to release, not to let go

I'll was a good one, call me a bad one, but I'll never know I'll never know, I'll never know

I'll never know, I'll never know