the way you want your house Lyrics

I hit the floor after you closed the door the fifteenth time today

But I want more, and I've been sore from never feeling anything

I should care less when all you're thinking about

Is how to undress with strangers, I'm starting to doubt

Cause if you cared, then you would share a little more about

The way you wanna disappear, the way you want your house

I'm seeking clarity from somebody who doesn't see a future

I miss who you were

But I'll still answer the phone sometimes

I'm happy to note

That you'll stay awake if you have time

You're kinda my home

How come we'll just leave each other broken if we get too close?

I don't wanna know how you're okay without me

Just don't let me go

Guess I forgot about the way it's better when you're never there

I'm never thinking 'bout the way I want my kids to have your hair

I'm such a mess watching you drinking about

Every mistake unaddressed, the circles we run around

I'm chasing after never ending plans that I keep changing

Cause you don't commit to anyone or any expectation

You're kinda scaring me the way you run away to someone newer

I miss who you were

But I'll still answer the phone sometimes

I'm happy to note

That you'll stay awake if you have time

You're kinda my home

How come we'll just leave each other broken if we get too close?

I don't wanna know how you're okay without me

Just don't let me go

Well fuck the way you made me halt

I dedicated you my future

You'll never be the person I want

At least I know that you knew her

But I'll still answer the phone sometimes

I'm happy to note

That you'll stay awake if you have time

You're kinda my home

How come we'll just leave each other broken if we get too close?

I don't wanna know how you're okay without me

Just don't let me go