I'm okay, I guess Lyrics

It's four o'clock in the morning

Waking up without any warning

Maybe it's all my fault

Taking blame till it destroys my brain

Stuck in my head again

Just confused by the way it begins

Why can't I fly when my dreams step in

But I barely survive when I'm conscious again

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

Sick of numbing the pain

With the drugs that make it go away

I'd rather flood my lungs with hate

Dying slowly here day after day

There's a war in my head

Causing pain like routine again

Sick of lying to my friends, telling that I'm fine

When I barely survive keeping myself alive

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my head starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

It's been 15 long years

Since I thought it gets better

Hope starts to fade, I cannot escape

Happiness on old videotapes

These walls echo with hate

Cover them up with me

So I can hide it away

Just pretending that I'm still okay

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

As I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

Behind these walls of anxiety

Visions blurring till it's getting hard to see

I feel like the kid that I used to be

Died in the storms delivered by society

Playing guitar in my room so long ago

Where'd time go, forgot who I used to be

Ending on doubt, depression takes over me

Struggle to find goodwill in humanity

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side

I'm okay, I guess

Back to bed where the pain can rest

Then my mind starts to race

And I'm stuck here awake

Just another day starts to end

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side

I'm wasting away

Faster than time that's not on my side