Over and over Lyrics

I'll write you a letter

Tell you I'll do better

Never thought I'd feel the same

Swear to God I'm sane

Like I've drained all the pain

If only I could wake up without the rain

Here I am, waiting for my friends to call

Watch it ring till they don't at all

Miss the way I feel when I don't

Still unsure of myself doubt

I'll try harder this time

Tell you I'll do better than I have

Failing over and over and over again

Counting all my fuck-ups one by one

I don't even blame you for giving up

I tried my hardest and it wasn't enough

I try to cope but I'm not that tough

Feel like a ghost in the real world

Like a scar doesn't heal well

Voices in my head

Tell me I'm the mistake

In your bed

I guess I'm okay with this

Don't try to define it

I guess I'm okay with this

Just don't look into it

You could call me up

And I'll decline it

Just another night

And I'll be fine

I'll try harder this time

Tell you I'll do better than I have

Failing over and over and over again

I just need another night

and I'll be okay

Just need another night

and there's another day

I fear nothing more than

what comes ahead

Because I don't see one

Counting breaths again

Heartbeat is racing

Hands losing touch

Colder than snow

I feel nothing left

A ghost among the world

Empty and alone

Declining mental health

Wish I could give up

I guess I'm okay with this

Don't try to define it

I guess I'm okay with this

Just don't look into it