sick Lyrics

You're the reason every compliment turns into a bad event

Wishing they would take it back but thoughts of dread just fill my head

What are their motivations to starting conversations

About my music its useless, then I lose it

Like I lost myself , it was fucking hell

I wish it would just stop but ive run out of wishing wells

And they don't hear me yell they couldn't hear me screaming

And now my face is numb I think im losing sense of feeling

Hey, are you doing well? I guess that depends

I'm writing songs that's how I cope but im nailed to the pen

I try to change the past, I end up throwing up

I should've spoken up but I was scared no one would give a fuck

And they didn't, it's a joke, I feel my stomach in my throat

I cant breathe I cant see I end up lying on the road

It didn't work, shit, I guess I'll try t overdose

I found a reason keep living but im not healing like I show

I need to go to therapy and so I go to therapy

And yeah I cry less but ima drown in it eventually

I try to heal fast but there just aint a simple remedy

Every time I look back I gain some other clarity

Like how I should've left from the moment she was hitting me

Or when I pushed away but I was always somehow underneath

But everything is perfect aint it when there's blood between our teeth

And the fighting never ended but at some point it was ending me