What I needed Lyrics

Every single reason that I let go

Is the reason why im crying

Everything that ive been hiding

Coming back to haunt me now

Everything you did behind closed doors

My friends wish they had've known more

But you pushed me into silence

I didnt know better to fight it

And I know that i let you go

But it still hurts to know

That you moved on so quick

If I was the one

Why would you kiss me when I couldnt speak

And why would you push me to be so strong when I was at my weakest

Why do you hate me for supposedly moving on

When its all I can think about right now cause you were the one

And no she aint the one I left you for

He isn't either but they were what i was looking for

And what I needed

I wish I couldve left earlier on

But its too late to take it back now

Instead of crying I make myself laugh

Cause why I am I so caught up when

And I know that I let you go

But it still hurts to know

That you moved on so quick

If I was the one

Why would you kiss me when I couldnt speak

And why would you push me to be so strong when I was at my weakest

Why do you hate me for supposedly moving on

When its all I can think about right now cause you were the one

And no she aint the one I left you for

He isn't either but they were what I was looking for

And what I needed

I needed friends that would help me up when I fell down

I needed ribbons when I fell apart to tie around

I need the strength to keep going and keep eating

I had you but youre the reason Ive been needing

Someone to talk to how I let myself down

Someone to hug when I cant help but break down

Someone on speed dial everytime the thought of you

Comes around

Why would you kiss me when I couldnt speak?

And why would you push me to be so strong when i was at my weakest

Why do you hate me for supposedly moving on?

When its all I can think about right now cause you were the one

It was what I needed