Inside Out Lyrics

Really isn't that hard

Don't know why you feel so deserving of it

Just 'cause my body makes you hard

Doesn't mean you get to take control of it

Seat myself upon my throne

A bathroom scale

Put myself upon your pedestal

I'll never be the one you love

The one you need

Unless you see all of me

I'm a skeleton

I don't exist

I know that there is so much more to life than this

I know I made it out alive

Why does that mean that I went through nothing?

I held those scars like a tree as their roots made their way through my veins

I'm sorry that your love turned me into a carpenter so I could feel something

As you hacked away into me whilst my branches sheltered you from rain

I know just what you think of me and what they think

What I'm made out to be

What all you're friends see

And although I'm free, I'll never be 'cause

I still only feel pretty when I feel hungry

So leave me be

Let me bleed

Let the stream of red connect me to a crimson sea and

When I reach the shore, let me feel no more

Pray that it is quicksand and I sink into the floor

Right now I lay in my bed and the blankets feel so unwelcoming

And for my bones that protrude underneath the skin, they feel the same

My insides cannot rest within the fabric of the body they feel so unwelcome in

So I must starve until I turn myself inside out