crying in the dark Lyrics

I see the scars I placed on your heart

You see the tears I shed in the dark

I see the love, it feels like a drug

Remember the days I'd fall in your hugs

I see the scars I placed on your heart

Now I'm crying in the dark

I see the love it feels like a drug

I thought that I'd call your bluff

Never thought

Never thought that we could be together

Never thought that we would get better

Never thought that we could last this weather

Never thought the pain would go away

I see the shame on your face

I see we play the same games

I see now that's foolish thinking

In a puddle, you're still sinking

Like why are we dating?

Like why are you waiting?

Why are you down on your knees begging?

Like why are we dating?

Like why are we waiting?

Knew from the start that this love would be fading

But I was never good at reading signs

All I wanted was to call you mine

Maybe not you

Just wanted a boo

Got something to prove

Knew I was trash, but I swear I've improved

I have been made new

I know that I was terrible

I put you on a pedestal

So down it was unbearable

To you I'm probably forgettable

I am never going back though

Have you seated in the back row

Got me hanging in the gallows

Love between us was shallow

I see the scars I placed on your heart

You see the tears I shed in the dark

I see the love, it feels like a drug

Remember the days I'd fall in your hugs

I see the scars I placed on your heart

Now I'm crying in the dark

I see the love it feels like a drug

I thought that I'd call your bluff