getaway // spyral Lyrics

I cut the curls and bleached my hair

I feel like Goku

Ain't none I owe you

I promise I'm going postal

I met a shawty who was working down at WholeFoods

I'm in control rooms

I manage how your soul moves

If you wanna make a play

Come right here I'll make a way

We be shopping Cartier

Hop up in that getaway

I'm spinning, I'm spinning

I'm coming around

They hearing the sound

I'm breaking it down

I'm spending I'm spending

It's AAV, baby, you know I ain't playing around

You know, when I come into town

I go for the crown

I go for the king

Real legend when I hop on the scene

Stand on business like I said what I mean

Yeah, I hop up in that 6SPEED

Ah ah

Lights go green

Ah ah

I'm a machine

Ah ah

All eyes on me, yeah

Hey Toni, just wanted to check in

Uh, I feel like you

You've been pretty distant

And not really being real with me

Or any of the guys

I just feel like you're gonna hurt the people. (Yeah)

You don't want to

Yeah

If I make a play, Imma do it on my time

This world so cold it be freezing up my mind

If it was up to me, I ain't doing no more crime

Haha

You know I'm lyin

If I make a play, Imma do it on my time

This world so cold it be freezing up my mind

If it was up to me, I'd do it one more time

Yeah, I'm admitting to the crime

False prophets

They lying to fill their own pockets

Lead you to sin

Give you false hope and false promises

Find a target audience

Push up the products

Flooding the markets

They selling to make their own profit until that audit

They blackballed

They act hard

'Til they get smacked off

No one can test God

But maybe that's me

Maybe I'm the key

Come and follow me

Imma lead you to defeat

If I make a play, Imma do it on my time

This world so cold it be freezing up my mind

If it was up to me, I'd do it one more time

Yeah, I'm admitting to the crime

Feels like life's been spiraling out of control

I'm not deserving of Your love

Forgiveness

My sin has hurt the people I love the most

Feels like there's no coming back, and I'm defined by my actions

I'm a villain

I'm too far gone to be saved

I've been stuck

Locked up in a cage

Lacking in maturity makes sense with my age

Only 21, but deep inside, there's still a rage

I just wanna shine, rock up on a stage

Feel I'm on my own; it be hard with the pain

Wanna let it go, but I took a leap of faith

Yeah, I took a leap of faith

And now it hurts to see her face

And for everyone I love

Feel like they all done had enough

I feel like a diamond in a rough

Tell me, is it only out of luck?

Tell me, am I gonna be enough?

It's the minute I hold back

The whole world fades to black

Am I hopeless?

Think I might be cuz I fell off track

Think I'm hard on myself, but then again, how hard can I really be

Never took the time to yank this sin that festered deep in me

I know I'm the worst and will never get what is meant for me

Only sorry I can give out is to me and

All I want is a little reconciliation

Can't believe I might've been a master of manipulation

I told myself ain't nothing wrong with a little dating

I had no patience, but I probably should've stuck to waiting

I wanted more I sped it up just like I did the cadence

Won't go to God when I'm going through different temptations

And now I'm weak

Haven't prayed in a week

I wake up and just weep

With my face in the sink

When I opened up the Word, it's like I can't even think

Wrote it off on the checklist, but I never dug deep

And now I'm slipping

Get to the root cuz I don't know why my heart tripping

A Visionary, but I got lost in the wrong vision

All I know is that I gave up on my one mission

I'm a villain

And if that's me, then I might have to give in

It's like there's no point in even trying Imma go back into sin

I'll never make it out return again and again

I'm stuck within this spiral, like my chances getting thin

I'm getting pulled down in my sorrow Imma sit

Once you hit rock bottom, it gets easier to quit

The only thing that's keeping me afloat is in my mind, there's a split

I need to get a win

Yeah, keeping it straight

I prolly never leaned into my faith

I gotta lock in if I wanna be great

Get to the gym, but it's spiritual, so I take time to pray

Muscle gon' atrophy if I treat it like a holiday

No days off, man, that's cool, but it's serious

Temptation comes in at the moment I get curious

Reset my mind at every time I start to picture it

Look in my life reflects my heart just like a mirror is

Just like a mirror does

I spent my time focused on me trying to find a buzz

Wasn't training up my soul, was getting gluttonous

I changed my mood; I was see-through, I couldn't cover up

My actions are heinous

All I need is me myself, and I

Cuz I'm strong, feel like I could never die

Dish out pain because I'm that type of guy

Spread my wings, and I might just start to fly

This the intro to spyral can go two ways

You go down, or you get pulled up

Spent a lot of time tryna get boo'd up

Spread myself thin, tryna do too much

I gave my life to Him, but I lost my touch

I don't know if I can come back

Ain't the prodigal

Where the Son at?

In the darkness

Where the sun at?

Where the love at?

Goin' ghost