happy face (y'all don't pay attention anyway) (Poem) Lyrics

I've been mad at God

Cussing at Him almost daring Him to smite me

Not that I doubt His love lately I'm just not convinced that He likes me

Right now I feel like He might be mad at me for something

He's not the cause of this strife but I wish He'd hinder its ability to keep on coming

In the back of my mind it's Columbine I'm just not sure if I'm in a white hat or a trench coat

Uncertain if I'm Kira or Ryuk but certain I've got a death note

Not sure if I've answered a higher calling or perhaps I'm just bored

Either way I'm being played a hopeless romantic made into a passionlove whore

I love the intensity of razor blades and let them relax in my hand

If not for any other reason just to simply remind myself how fragile I am

I could say literally anything and you wouldn't be all the wiser

Especially if it tickles your fancy cos I've always been the compromiser

I'll put it on display for y'all to see cos y'all don't pay attention anyway

So I figure I'll just put on a happy face