pride and shame (extended version) Lyrics

I don't wanna be ashamed of myself

Ashamed of myself

I don't wanna be ashamed of myself

Ashamed of myself

I am stuck in a strange yet delightful place

Between pride and shame

'Cause something I've been dreaming about for nights and days

Is finally reality

I am stuck in a strange yet delightful mess

Between right and left

Both of your thighs are tempting me

They'd like to let me inside

"Please, have your way"

And I know

What I want but what do I need

I don't know

Am I ready for you?

Are you ready for me?

And I know

What I want but what do I need

I don't know

Am I ready for you?

Are you ready for me?

I am stuck in a strange yet delightful place

Between pride and shame

'Cause something I've been dreaming about for nights and days

Is finally reality

I am stuck in a strange yet delightful mess

Between right and left

Both of your thighs are tempting me

They'd like to let me inside

"Please, have your way"

I know doing this could make me proud of me

But I need to figure out something

I know you wanna break it down for me

But tell me are you really down for me

'Cause I don't wanna be ashamed of myself

With nobody to blame but myself

For thinking you were the one

Hating on me for who I've become

You ain't gotta break it down so I can lay it down

We ain't gotta play around we could just hang around

I ain't trynna do nothin I'll be ashamed about

Used to be sorry but I'm trynna play it safer now

Who are you? Baby, tell me who are you

I gotta know it before you can show me what you can do

Not that I wouldn't be impressed if you had you some moves

I ain't trynna wreck myself 'cause my hormones are thru the roof

One thing about me

When I love, I love hard

It's suited me good in life but poorly in some parts

I got memories in the vault

Some pretty and some dark

Giving you me I'mma start by giving my humble heart

I don't doubt even an ounce you could satisfy me physically

Who are mentally, emotionally, politically?

Who are you when it's just you, God and your thoughts?

Let me in your mind before I can give your body a thought

I don't wanna be ashamed of myself

Ashamed of myself

I don't wanna be ashamed of myself

Ashamed of myself