EARTH/HELL=MIND ft. wakeupturner Lyrics

Fuck, I feel nauseous as fuck, fuck it, yeah

Yeah, thoughts screamin' through my brain as they repace in my head

I wake up wishin' for it all, then they erase what I dreamt

My insecurities eat me alive, my heart can't defend

And I can tell her how I feel, but that won't make any sense

Cause I'm in poor taste, no whore stays

Been independent since the fourth grade

No friends, no fuckin' soulmate

No one to hold me and stop the hate

I just fuck around and copulate

But what's the point in takin' off the mask for and showin' her my actual-

I don't

Like I said, I'm in poor taste

I can't give her feelings, I just fuck, I don't like foreplay

She wants to come over, hit me up, let me slide over the old place

Was born with volatile anger, I fight the urge to keep her safe

Cause I'm a dangerous delusional

The last motherfucker talked down on my name's now is a funeral

When I say stop, I mean it

If you don't, then you might lose a tooth

Or hang your whole body with my bare hands like a noose would do

Yeah, I need to be more stiff

I need to calm down my nerves and try to be more sick

But I just feel sick mentally and then my evil rips

Through my brain and only wants pain like a Steve-O trick

I didn't wanna be born this way

Be born to fight the battles that is built within my brain

Biggest enemy is myself and I know that sounds insane

But I'm my biggest critic

So how the fuck could you hurt me with what you say

Could you hurt me with what you say

Nah, this world is cruel

It's only making mentals worse with everything that they do

They will not talk about the sacrifices the government do

And they won't talk about the women that the president screw

And they won't talk about the children that the gentlemen do

And I say gentlemen in quotes

They fake, they drink blood at noon

And now they wanna start a race war

But what is the use

If you want war world to be equal, fuck it, cut off the news

If you want the world to be equal, fuck it, cut off the noose

But I won't speak too much or else I'll get killed

They try to track me down and ask me if I know what they deal

They'll try to take me down to Biltmore, but I'm staying right here

And that's why demons are important

They uncover what's real

So I see right through your bullshit

Nobody can hide

I can speak on anyone cause I can read between the lines

And you think I'm just assuming

Hit me up and I just might tell you everything about you without opening up my eyes

I fight with my demons, but they fucking help

So I wish that I was normal, but at the same time I don't

Cause fuck, I'm an ally till the darkness erupts

So I will see you in the ground when I'm done not giving a fuck