message to god. ft. wakeupturner Lyrics

I never really understood

That I had to look around the street to see what's coming left and right

But never think in front to look to see what's coming at me

See whatever's in my sight cause I got used to snakes in life

So I got used to looking behind

And holy Mother of the Lord

I used to pray But I went to the end of my bed

My hands in front of my face I looked up and begged forgiveness

For the sins that I'd make

But after relying on God I stopped relying on me

And way too many fucking times

Right, yes, no, might, maybe, wait, no This is a certain written line

Way too many fucking times, I talked to God

But felt like I was talking to the walls And ceiling every night

But I still said what's on my mind But my words would bounce

Reflect and come back When I said that I was suicidal

My mind fucking laughed And God, what about my friend

The one that went to church to change How the fuck did she still kill herself

I thought you were meant to save

And if you died for all of our sins

Why is it when we sin we die? Or why is it when we live

The innocent still don't survive? So many faces on the news

A poor innocent soul, You stay in heaven cause we're hell

Because you're up and we're below

I cannot find, I cannot answer

The questions that you wouldn't think to believe

People to me, people would tell me

Atypical, you're starting to make sense to me

Everything that you're saying is coming true

You can predict so now you are my God, Bitch, I'm on top, I've done more for

The people around me than someone titled as God

Uh, God, I've saved so many lives Lives that you realize you just watched

So I am doing all of your work But you will still give me my applause

So now I am taking over Showing people negatives are needed

God's reality is fake Cause he is too afraid to show your demons

God is fake

I don't break

I don't show what's known

I just show what's real

And you can't save It's too late

I'm just known to heal

But that's okay, god's fake

Don't save, no break

I said save, no break

But don't give it up I had too many fucking people in my life give up

Kill themselves, Couldn't take it

Can you tell me about this town that God made, he's afraid

So he stays in the cloud God damn, but God damn

Like what did you do? Had faith in you

I said grace for you I made praise for you

I made a name for you Just to answer all my prayers

With wait, what? Nothing, fuck it

But I am starting to create something I need to make a movement

Everyone just sits on their ass So somebody had to do it

I am digging the core from the ground up So we can find a hell and take it over

Become strong as hell So what

So even God could not repel And people might ask

Atypical issue What the fuck is this movement

But hey bitch, I watch The Exorcist So I think I know what I'm doing

I just grab me by my hand And grab this cross, flip it

And I'll tell you, climb these stairs I built to heaven

Say the power of hell compels you

God is fake

I don't break

I don't show what's known

I just show what's real

And you can't save It's too late

I'm just known to heal

But that's okay God's fake

Don't save, no break