Lost In The Clouds Lyrics

I'd whisper a shout, tread lightly around, for fear that you would bite

I'd stifle my doubts and cover my mouth to circumvent a fight

I wasted a long long time, pretending I aint right

I waited, a broken child, hiding in plain sight

I just had to do this for me

Fly the nest and get all this figured out

Planned to land back one day, I'm sorry

Somewhere along I got lost out in the clouds

You'd judge with your sighs, freak out with your cries if I stepped outside your lines

I'd feel like a fool til I hummed to your tune, it was so loud that I couldn't hear mine

I prayed in my darkest hours that I'd just disappear

Nowadays, after years and miles, it still feels like you're too near

So I had to do this for me

Fly away and go find out what's out there

I hope one day we can say we're sorry

I always knew that its not like you didn't care, cos under your despair

And selfish acts that you disguised as love, love still was there

Maybe one day I can reach higher ground

But I'm still lost in the clouds

I just had to do this for me

I wanted to heal for both of us

But every time I try to reconnect the same old patterns come up

So I had to do this for me

Fly away and go find out what's out there

I hope one day we can say we're sorry

I always knew that its not like you didn't care, cos under your despair

And selfish acts that you disguised as love, love still was there

Maybe one day I can reach higher ground

But I'm still lost in the clouds