never ending cycle Lyrics

Despite my efforts, I fail once more

I can't fuckin' sever this pain. It restores

Just another victim to my self harm

It's eating me alive. Shit has gone too far

I don't wanna do anything today

Stay away inside. I'm not okay

Let it go

No I can't

Step away

Easier said than done

I try my best, but I still fall short

Every time. I can't ignore

The voice that taunts me in my head

Trying to push me towards the brink of death

I can't wait again

To fuck up again

I can't wait again

To fuck up again

Deja vu before my eyes

Seen this more than once in life

Gotta break this curse once and for all

Tear it down from wall to wall

Just grab me. Pull me away

I'm scared as hell to face this fate

Hate being here. My mental state

Won't be no more if I don't sway

Let it go

No I can't

Step away

Easier said than done

I try my best, but I still fall short

Every time. I can't ignore

The voice that taunts me in my head

Trying to push me towards the brink of death

I can't wait again

To fuck up again

I can't wait again

To fuck up again

For once this time

I don't wanna think like this

For once this time

I don't wanna drown in this

For once this time

I don't wanna feel so miserable

For once this time

I don't wanna fuck up again my friend

I try my best, but I still fall short

Every time. I can't ignore

The voice that taunts me in my head

Trying to push me towards the brink of death

I can't wait again

To fuck up again

I can't wait again

To fuck up again

I can't wait again

To fuck up again

I can't wait again

To fuck up again