scarlet letter Lyrics

Everyone hates me, everyone disgraces me

All around me. I'm a go crazy

Everything we been through

You still shut me out from the truth

One thing you leave out

I'm not losing it or going senile

I see everyone turning on me

When I needed them the most. I'm so lonely

You all left me out to dry

Probably prayed I get high, overdose, and die

A lot of you be wishing that I'll fail real soon

No wonder why I isolate in my room

I don't see hope. I don't see it getting better

I've been cursed with a scarlet letter

This ain't right. I need to weather

Out of this 'fore it last forever

You push me away

You watch as I break

Wait till I fade away

Don't want me to escape

This adds onto my pain

Pray that I do not wake

Up from all that remains

So let me just refrain

Guilty by default. My word don't mean

Anything to you I see

Locked me up. Trapped me between

A rock and a hard place. You deceived

Me in the end. You are such a snake

Posed as a friend. Turned out to be fake

All that I did for you was pointless

Cutting me off with no warning was joyous

Got everyone lookin' at me

As the enemy

Pushing the narrative. I know what's real

So fed up. It hurts I feel

The way I do. I'll fight you all

For what you did to me. Even if I fall

Flat on my face. It will soon get better

For me to destroy this scarlet letter

You push me away

You watch as I break

Wait till I fade away

Don't want me to escape

This adds onto my pain

Pray that I do not wake

Up from all that remains

So let me just refrain

You push me away

You watch as I break

As I break

You push me away

Push me away

You watch as I break

Watch as I break

Wait till I fade away

Till I fade away

Don't want me to escape

Me to escape

This adds onto my pain

Onto my pain

Pray that I do not wake

I do not wake

Up from all that remains

All that remains

So let me just refrain

Let me refrain