SSI Checks Ain't Enough Lyrics

Two up two down

You already know

How I'm coming . Shout out LA

It's your girl Bonaducci, TheOnlyBonaducci

On the Planet

I ain't , I ain't afraid or ashamed

To tell you bitches

I'm Big 51/50

Big Bipolar ! SSI recipient

Nigga

Uh - huh

I be the cream Of the crop

Like a cow

They Can't do shit to me

I don't allow

Monthly Allowance

The SSI check

I get, too little

For me to just, Count

2000 limit

On savings and spending

Im grateful, but trapped

And I wanna get out

What is it bout

Solve all my shit on my own

When I can't

Bet I open my mouth

I be the cream Of the crop

Like a cow

They Can't do shit to me

I don't allow

Monthly Allowance

The SSI check

I get, too little

For me to just, Count

2000 limit

On savings and spending

Im grateful, but trapped

And I wanna break out

What is it bout

I solve my shit on my own

When I can't

Bet I open my mouth

Im a Cash cow

Deep in my soul

One day, know it'll show

Rip, to my favorite cousin

Hard to face your death

And let it go

I Would've jumped, In front

Of that truck. To save your life

Nigga I ain't know

Saw you hooked

On them machines, at 14

I never though I'd see you go

6 months after that

They took my grandma away

Split us up from my siblings

Great grandaunt house, I stayed

With . But it ain't last long

Cuz she was Christian

And I was gay

Traumatized , my whole life

Lost my heart

Felt them forcing on me change

Reconstructive jaw surgery

Shortly after

The pain I felt unbearable

Nothing was the same

Kicked me out

Sent me to my

Biological mothers house

Where I went insane

With Everyone looking

Insurance money , My grandma left me 10000

But her sister, she took it

Fuck her

I be the cream Of the crop

Like a cow

They Can't do shit to me

I don't allow

Monthly Allowance

The SSI check

I get, too little

For me to just, Count

2000 limit

On savings and spending

Im grateful, but trapped

And I wanna get out

What is it bout

Solve all my shit on my own

When I can't

Bet I open my mouth

I be the cream Of the crop

Like a cow

They Can't do shit to me

I don't allow

Monthly Allowance

The SSI check

I get, too little

For me to just, Count

2000 limit

On savings and spending

Im grateful, but trapped

And I wanna break out

What is it bout

I solve my shit on my own

When I can't

Bet I open my mouth

I cant go back , To a nomad

Was roaming

Section 8 Voucher

3 years , homeless

Family and friends

They didn't even notice

Or maybe they did, Fuck em

On my unborn kids

I wouldn't trust em

Farther than I can throw em

Snakes in my grass

So you know that I mowed it

Glowing inside

On my face, it be showing

Spy on my self, Edward Snowden

Get help or die , In this world

Or You'll be lonely

Say that you real? Hell naw bitch

You gotta show me

Block all my haters from

Scoring like goalie

Don't call me Brittany

If you do not know me

Passive aggressive, Cheerleader

The old me

Empath , You gotta shine

Grandma told me

On my momma

I will never forget

The day that she died

I was dead as a bitch

15 , I ain't even know

What death meant

So Dahm hurt

Huh, I always got hit

Thats why

I ain't Never been scared of

No Bitch , Or no Nigga

Cuz like the picture, I'm

Way, way bigger

I be the cream Of the crop

Like a cow

They Can't do shit to me

I don't allow

Monthly Allowance

The SSI check

I get, too little

For me to just, Count

2000 limit

On savings and spending

Im grateful, but trapped

And I wanna get out

What is it bout

Solve all my shit on my own

When I can't

Bet I open my mouth

I be the cream Of the crop

Like a cow

They Can't do shit to me

I don't allow

Monthly Allowance

The SSI check

I get, too little

For me to just, Count

2000 limit

On savings and spending

Im grateful, but trapped

And I wanna break out

What is it bout

I solve my shit on my own

When I can't

Bet I open my mouth

Pay me , pay me

I need my money daily

SSI checks, ain't enough. Baby

I don't wanna sell no drugs

I don't wanna kill

Before I die

Imma be famous

Just keeping it real