Parallel Deliberation Lyrics

Said I hate you

I used to not mean that

I should treat you better

Don't want to believe that

Everytime you lash out

I didn't want to see that

Everytime you black out

I feel like we don't need that

Sometimes I look at you

And I don't recognize the person that I see

I might put a lot of pressure on you

But I only do it when you hassle me

I was there throughout your highs and lows

The ups and downs

The days when you were badly beat

You can hide what you think

But your feelings will come out eventually

That's what it has to be

How many days until you silently lay flat

In that box

They say not to think like that

How can you not

It's like our lives have been hijacked

And your the cause

We keep watching a time lapse

But we're both involved

Try to manage the stressing

Panic it sets in

Trauma haunts and finds a path so it blends in

PTSD is nasty deception

Making it seem like the past is the present

Madness intenses

Then your happiness you happen to question

Sad when expressing

We're the same but we stand opposite

What else you expect when you glance at reflections

Rejection I know what it felt like

But you just hate on others cause it sells right

Had to disappear two years from your peers

And shedded tears when you heard

They served jail time

But you can only blame yourself right

Said you'd let go but you always held tight

Said fine then but you never felt fine

Yeah karma's a bitch and it's well timed

Witnessed you fumble repeatedly

Blowing smoke, it would dissipate

Barely made it through your high school years

Couldn't even find the strength to lift your grades

Saw your relations how you tried to save them

But very good woman slipped away

They all said take a good look in the mirror

So that's what I did today

I'm sorry for everything, woah

I want to know