Not Ashamed Lyrics

In this life, I've got to decide what I want to be

Yes I might have kid in my name but it's there ironically

Words are weapons, turning heads

Might learn to vent responsibly

But who the hell am I to put quantity over quality

I've honestly felt like I've been out growing toxic habits

While everything around me falls apart in constant madness

Only bonds they know are not personal ones in fact

If you think switching up on me's okay

Then you all done got it backwards

I don't care what you've got to say

Got to face facts things are not the same

Once you turned back then you lost your way

Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed

I don't care what you've got to say

Got to face facts things are not the same

Once you turned back then you lost your way

Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed

So many showing true colors, hard to see value in friendships

When opinions depended

My faith in you descended

Quit pretending you ain't been where you been

You living eccentric

Shit like this was never intended to be so resented

From being spoke on

But hold on, think I know what to do

Breaking down when a beat when I'm scheming

Yeah I've been knowing crush a few

Tired of having a clustered view

Delivered with a fucked up mood

Offensive lyrics sometimes I'm just stupid rude

That's nothing new

Seems like my mental when I'm writing conveys the graphic pain

Can't help that life is picking me up and dragging me fast in pace

I'm glad to say

All these juniors watching a senior graduate

Leave you swimming the fishes

You all are cast aways you catching bait

If all the cards are on the table, I'm the jack of all

Trades, flipping scripts I'm ripping

What's this next chapter called

Been through so many plenty felt these semi attacked assaults

Got me thinking maybe happy endings happen after all

I don't care what you've got to say

Got to face facts things are not the same

Once you turned back then you lost your way

Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed

I don't care what you've got to say

Got to face facts things are not the same

Once you turned back then you lost your way

Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed

Can't call it hitting and quitting on a touch and go basis

I've got so much information

Don't worry that's something I'm saving

Plus I'm waiting for someone to call my bluff with what I'm laying

Ask around, and find out

Proof comes in clutch when I'm aiming

I've been known for nasty retaliation, in battle phases

I valued hate, evaluated

I felt the need for validation

Invalid rage in crowd of fake scenario's

Thinking like there's a crown to obtain

Guess I'm to blame, you had me mistaken but wait

On a more serious note

Someone please tell me what the fuck up with these hoes

You could give a bitch a home, a job

Clothes on her back, help her get her life on track

And she'd still pack up and go

Oh well, it's not my fault that you're lost in conceit

Unspoken issues can't be resolved with a beef

Showing back up for a day but gone every week

Bitches who move like that belong to the streets

I don't care what you've got to say

Got to face facts things are not the same

Once you turned back then you lost your way

Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed

I don't care what you've got to say

Got to face facts things are not the same

Once you turned back then you lost your way

Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed