My Emotional War Lyrics

I know where I haven't been

I don't know where I've been going

Why in the instances of my life

Has been such a fight

Of emotional storms

What I thought was myself

Turned out to be someone else

And learning

That I have father more to go

That I am one step behind

Of finding out who I am

No one will be able to tell me who I am

Only I can find that out

But what makes me wonder

Is why the emotional storm

That doesn't seem to end

Still pours over my heart

I don't want to feel like giving up

I don't want to see that I want to let go

For what encounters that come my way

There will be others another day

My own emotions

Becoming the greatest challenge everyday

What then, am I supposed to do

With something I can't seem to control

It isn't depression that hounds me

It isn't an entity that holds me back

Perhaps all I am is lost

And only a matter of time

Before I find my way again

And maybe, just maybe

I'll be able to control

I'll be able to control,

What controls me

With all this said and more

I have to wait to see what is in store

Just at the end for the very reason

My hope will not begin to weaken

Perhaps all I am is lost

And only a matter of time

Before I find my way again

And maybe, just maybe

I'll be able to control

What controls me

What controls me