As For Never As Forever Lyrics

Things are different now

But I do understand how

So another day goes on

Memories have come and gone

With all the senseless fights

Dimmed all reason of all the lights

This goes beyond what I could ever give

My life changed to the way I want to live

But maybe and just only maybe

Because things were not meant to be

Things seem to have changed course

And it has been a long time without force

Everyday I let it all go away

Without regret nor with fear to hold me sway

And yet

A fragment remains perhaps from a debt

Maybe that is what I needed

Maybe I should have heeded

All the warnings in my heart

I should not have loved you from the start

Maybe that is what I needed

Maybe I should have heeded

All the warnings in my heart

I should not have loved you from the start

I do not want to know why

I have left it all alone to say goodbye

But I get it too

I am not without hope to hold things true

As far as I carried the burden of care

You are not welcome with all that is fair

With the meaning

That you intended to keep my heart burning

I have granted the best I could ever make

Which was the forgiveness you held to forsake

All that alone and more

You will stay away from my life and my door

I may have caused an unwanted disgrace

But you never get to come to my place

Maybe that is what I needed

Maybe I should have heeded

All the warnings in my heart

I should not have loved you from the start

Maybe that is what I needed

Maybe I should have heeded

All the warnings in my heart

I should not have loved you from the start

Not for loyalty

Not for penalty

Not for absolution

Not for resolution

Not for friendship

Not for companionship

As for never

As forever

This is not a statement of hate

This is just fate

Nothing more to be said

Nothing more to dread

Begone from my mind

Begone as I turn to stay blind

Wonders will never cease

Thank you for giving me peace

I should not have loved you from the start

As for never

As forever

As for never

Not for loyalty

Not for penalty

Not for absolution

Not for friendship

Not for companionship

As for never

As for never