The Queen Of Spades Lyrics

Was it anything at all

Or am I just vindictive

Sometimes the fictive life I lead

Eyes closed, sixteen and stoned in bed

Feels closer than I thought it would but here i am instead

Pennywise in a miniskirt running through the streets

A ring in my nose, big boots on my feet

Oh aren't I special, my damage divine

Was it anything at all, was the fault all mine

I will simply leave my body

Think of London or some other lovely place

Am I vying for attention

I'm just trying not to mention it

I'm trying save face

Dig my way out of this hole that I have made

Become one with the dirt

The empress of moles

The queen of spades

Can i say it now, I don't wanna say too much

Am I making up stories

God I can be such

A fucking clown, such a downer, somehow I can tell

That some of my friends like me less now I'm well

Aware of the stakes here in such a small town

And the gun in my hand, I swear I'll put it down

I will hide all my talk way up high on the shelf

To crash down when the bed rocks, and I'll make a fool of myself

Until I leave my body

Think of London or some other lovely place

Am I vying for attention

I'm just trying not to mention it

I'm trying save face

Dig my way out of this hole that I have made

Become one with the dirt

The empress of moles

The queen of spades