campfire confessions ft. Crusoe & StoneyMeadow Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder if all this will last forever

Sick of telling me that I just need to get my shit together

Through this bad weather

In this damp cellar

But yet still I maintain staying damn fed up

It's a madness in this head of mine, ahead of time, brothers I called slimes, won't be with me at the finish line

But that serves me right, it's not their fault

I was swerving out of sight, in the whirlpool

I remember all those nights, by the fire

Saying I know wrong from right, I'm a liar

I'm a hypocrite I'll happily admit to it

I'll stand here stiff, and get hit with the ammo I deserve to get

At least then I'll have to learn my lesson

Take my woes, my confessions

And take every bit my possessions

Take my sanity, take my imperfections

Take my clarity, I can't stay this restless

Take my hands and feet, take my recollections

Take my plants and seeds, steer me in the right direction

I'm not sitting here projecting, it's just clear to me I'm not the type of guy that all of you expected

Picking rounds out the flesh of my feet

Sticky brow, whip around, counting pennies to eat

Kinda cute how he'll bow down to anything deep

Like a yute, find the truth that resemble his needs

I pledge seeds like the pods growing thick on the bough

Guess each finna rot at the whim of a pal

The prestige that you want's such a limited shroud

It's flesh deep, still our gods couldn't figure it out

Or pin it down with the right tool clutched in the hand

I've seen the land, seen a wild wolf suckle a lamb

Seen a fish in a tide pool run with the gang

Until a school in the bayou scuppered his plans

The son of man the singular witness to the things that we purge

What's the word

What if that mission was a gift not a curse

What if twists and the turns that I crossed upon my transit

Were scripture and verse in some long forgotten language

I swear

Help yourself to everything that I have ever owned

last thing that I wanted is to stay in here alone

I swear im nuts im going hollow to the bone

Ever since I ain't been getting stoned, I gotta let this sorrow show

It's a shame we have to learn after the moments passed

If there were any excuses I would of pulled them out my ass

Too busy smoking grass, could cut my time in half

In and out with hvrps, walking in the same path

I had to learn the hard way, so I back tracked

Tears running down my face man this is bad luck

Maybe it's because I'm raised by a sad mum

Everything has always looked grey this is dumb bruv

I had to pick myself up by my two feet

You neeks need to understand I'm a new bread

It wasn't questionable, write a bar then spit a couple, spitting in a car and lit a spark it was inevitable

Bring it back to bait place on a winter night

Dim the lights

Never to be seen by all the passers by

This be that heat in which reptilians are longing to bask

They plot graphs when the kidda got the conch in his palm

It starts with a kiss, ended with a dove

Half was a script but the rest was a bluff

I summoned up, a bible for the frail and the meek

To break free, each flying in the shape of a V

To saint peter, sirens call my name from the sea

But it ain't sweeter than the price of falling prey to the peace

That you've instilled inside my heart where every silver linings ours

We use to burn em by the bridge but now we build em by the path

The last laugh, the first flower of the spring

And that blissful middle ground that turned your prowess to a sin

The shaolin went and put that fourth chamber in his chest

Guardians a hovering adjacent to the head

So say less, I was nascent, from the manger to the end

Tryna clock where I was bleeding from and change it to a strength

Amen, we might have been the tailor of our ends

We might of been neighbours but our neighbours ain't our friends

Necessarily, we was rubbing shoulders in assembly

Now every other brother is a vulture in the cemetery

Holding every memory at arms length

Parsecs open where the entropedic past tense

Was cleft, where we dilly dallied on the days end

Just a couple ships, mid Atlantic in the AM