sad clown ft. Kemastry Lyrics

I've been given life

Sacrifice me to my demons so I stay inside

Sacrifice my hearing, now I can't agree to fight

And if the pressures nearing I would sacrifice my sight tonight

I ain't got the minerals and lately ain't been lively

I would love a chance or two but that just terrifies me

If I took a pill or two then that would be more likely

Cost of this is pricey

In the dumps is where you'd likely find me

Roaming through so mindlessly without a clue

All these pictures in my view

They're looking just like you

If I didn't say achoo

Would you bless me too

Lights off in my room

Never fail to brighten up the mood

Struggling to breathe like coke that's blocking up my sinus

I'm in debt to you, I don't mean cost of living crisis

Not your heinous but I'm wanting you so bad despite this

Floating high and righteous

Wondering exactly why I'm like this

Play dead possum till my body's rotting

Save that coffin for a better option

Lay there plotting but it's next to nothing

Wheezing and I'm huffing whilst I wait for you to tell me something

Looking for a way out

Stay out

Wanna take his spot

Like I was David Raya

Way out

Stay out

Wanna take his spot

Like I was David Raya

It's the third time lucky

Shouting at the bookies like

Where's my money

Shouting at the bees nest like

Where's my honey

Shouting off the cliff edge

The world don't love me

Still find it funny how I laugh like a sad clown

Find a fly chick

Take her pants down

Ignore the theatrics

The fragile tantrums

I'm sorry b, I act out and rap loud

I'm often anti like histamines

Empty cans rattling like junkies

Obligatory literacy that gets the crowd jumping

Told her I loved her

Old school TV just to punch skip

Ring ting, that's the sound

on the mate-peer

Slap her ear as she strokes on my nutty beard

Hands round her throat

Couldn't breathe

Up her atmosphere

Woke up on earth

Lord knows how I landed here