Contemplating ft. Scarl3tV Lyrics

Dead inside but alive on the outer

Putting up a front like deer heads on a wall

Alive outside but dead on the inner

Keeping up the front like it's first row

I'm a vandal, an addict to this recall

I swear the more I try, the more I lapse like pro

Repro, default repo

An epic strive for wonder, Stevie

Only to receive the trolls, Hobbit

Scrunch the toes, hold it

Bottle the stress like Eau de toilette

Scrunch the nose, hold it

Ignore the stress like annoying comments

Portraying the etiquette, always and forever

I never, did ever, retire my polite nature

This is who I be, be I, this is who

Switching from one to the next like prostitute

Contemplating, aching and waiting

Slowly losing faith, neglect the patience

Being beaten and demolished by Satan

Losing the cause, destructive has woken