Object Permanence Lyrics

Where do I go now

Where do I go now

Where do I go

We ain't had no money

I ain't had no hope

You taught me to love

You taught me to cope

You taught me to smile

You taught me to write

I did not deserve your presence in my life

Searching for an answer

Dancing through the trauma

Tryna live in moments

Momentary commas

Coming for my peace

Pieces of the drama

Drain me of my focus

Focus on my karma

Karma's such a bitch

Karma's been my teacher

Krishna had a plan

I'm a disbeliever

6 hours off, on my way to see her

Just missed her, I really tried to see her

Just missed a text, just missed an email

Just missed the last fuck I had to give

Feeling out of breath

Focus on the real

Finding love through all the pain that I live

Finding love through all the shame that I hid

Finding love in all the vain shit I did

Finding peace inside your eyes for a bit

Find release when I can cry for a bit

Got no strength to fight

Can we call tonight

Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight

Got no strength to fight

Can we call tonight

Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight

Where do I go

Where do I go

Where do I go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Fuck the reason

I was on my way

I was on the plane

Keeping the faith I believe in

Then she went away

Hyperventilate

Kicking myself for not leaving

Why'd I take a day

Why'd I hesitate

Why'd I think you'd still be breathing

Tears on my face

Ashes your remains

Hoping and praying I'm dreaming

I'm in deep meditation

Looking for some hope, looking for a sign

And I know I'm time wasting

Cause your soul's free, cause the Lord's kind

I know that you would be mad

That I'm still here

That I'm still crying

But I am here

And I am crying

And I am trying

But it takes time

It's alright

It's alright

Don't think twice

Just live life

That's what she wanted

Keep me honest

I've been haunted

I've been haunted

Got no strength to fight

Can we call tonight

Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight

Got no strength to fight

Can we call tonight

Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight

Got no strength to fight

Can we call tonight

Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight

Where do I go

Where do I go

Where do I go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go