fly off the handle Lyrics

Spent ten years

Hoping my luck change

Brave face to the word

I'm screaming fuck pain

My hope laced with

My fears

I had to duck shame

My fears laced with

My anger

I had to take blame

I been begging for peace

Begging for freedom

From my

Inner demons I needed

Someone to feed them

Now I

See my evils I'm trying

So hard to

Leave them behind

Meditate on my hatred

I feel it creep in my mind

Your love is

Holding my peace hostage

I don't need you no more

I feel exhausted

The accusations, you tell me

That I'm too caustic

I feel amazing, but

I know what it costed

I see your anger,

And I know you exhausted

Wishing that I

Wasn't a stranger

You think you lost it

Wonder what you did

When I know

You can't solve it

I was just a kid

When they got me involved

I'll admit

I fly off the handle

Just a little bit

Pressures sneaking up on me

I pray my mind

Won't ever split

Full of doubts

Went a different route

I became devout

Gassing up myself

Because it drowns

The other voices out

Pray to God

Praying for patience

To pay my parents back

I know that they gave it up

So I would always

Be on track

Ain't enough, I do what

I want, I said

Fuck the rush

Everyone I know

Gave up their dreams

I do it for us