the mess that wanted love Lyrics

Don't really wanna say it again

Could always tell it never really made sense

When I tried to explain

All those complicated feelings

Guess its hard to understand?

It's difficult to be my friend

A person who's too concerned with themselves

Isn't really a price

I wouldn't choose me either if I had that choice

I'm loosing myself to the war in my head

Tried to fight back, but I'm so easy to break

And you knew, oh you knew

I was loosing this battle in beautiful style

Waiting for applause at the final bow

And you knew, oh you knew

There was nothing to do than to watch me fall

Standing in my best dress I gave it my all

And you didn't know

How could you know

Cause i'm the mess that drove you away

I'm the mess that begged you to stay

I'm the mess that wanted love

In the process I hurt you much

I'm impressed by how long you stayed

I hope that i would do the same

Should you ever want join me down here

Its gets lonely

The only voice i hear is myself

Sometimes I'm also mad

Mad that you would leave me

Stranded in my own head with nowhere to go

I just wish that you were stronger

Even though I was not

I'm loosing myself to the war in my head

Tried to fight back, but I'm so easy to break

And you knew, oh you knew

I was loosing this battle in beautiful style

Waiting for applause as the defeat grew loud

And you knew, oh you knew

There was nothing to do than to watch me fall

Standing in my best dress I gave it my all

And you didn't know

How could you know

Cause i'm the mess that drove you away

I'm the mess that begged you to stay

I'm the mess that wanted love

In the process I hurt you much

Ask myself if I could be enough?

Would you choose me if i had just stopped?

Ask yourself how could you ever love

The person who hurt you the most?

I'm the mess that pushed you too far

Every word left a permanent scar

I'm the mess that only caused pain

All i wanted was for you too stay

I'm the mess that drove you away

I'm the mess that wanted love

In the process I hurt you too much