i wonder why Lyrics

Some things you don't really

Want explained

You often don't realise

Until its too late

Trapped where no one could see

But I could hardly breathe

Watched as everything I thought I had

Was never real

The one I thought would always come

He never did

I wonder why, you never understood

I wonder how you never saw when I screamed for help

How did you never notice every time I cried?

How could you let me sit there and wonder

Why you never really cared

I wonder maybe there is someone else for you out there?

Maybe I'd feel better if I just pretend

I wish it didn't matter

But I wonder why

I would be lying if I said I was surprised

But I guess I always chose to believe you were the decent kind

Honestly I'm glad it happened the way it did

Slowly getting out of the haze you put me in

But I find it hard to know

What was it all the point?

I wonder why, you never understood

I wonder how you never saw when I screamed for help

How did you never notice every time I cried?

How could you let me sit there and wonder why

You never really cared

I wonder maybe there is someone else for you out there?

Maybe I'd feel better if I just pretend

I wish it didn't matter

But I wonder why

I have to be strong today

When I'm not the one who made me feel this way

Do you find joy

In seeing me broken

Some kind of joke

Hoped I'd never notice

But every time I stood still

As you walked away

You left me alone!

To wonder why, you never understood

I wonder how you never saw when I screamed for help

How did you never notice every time I cried?

How could you let me sit there and wonder why

You never really cared

I wonder maybe there is someone else for you out there?

Maybe I'd feel better if I just pretend

I wish it didn't matter

But I wonder