T-Shirt Lyrics

If I could go outside again

& I could be like any other girl

I’d dress in a face mask

& walk on the beach till my feet hurt

If I were twelve years old again

& I had all the money in the world

I’d buy me a pool pass

& drown myself in a t shirt

Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Needed for the world not to turn no more

Tried it but the bridge won’t burn

Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Needed for the world not to turn no more

Tried it but the bridge won’t burn

I prayed (pray)

Seems as if god & the devil have been fighting over me

I let whoever take over the motions supposedly

I don’t remember a lot of the way that it felt before

But I know that it must be better cuz

I

Cry

So

Much more

But at least it feels more like healing

Than

It

Did

Before

But I still can’t shake this feeling that

If I could go outside again

& I could be like any other girl

I’d dress in a face mask

& walk on the beach till my feet hurt

If I were twelve years old again

& I had all the money in the world

I’d buy me a pool pass

& drown myself in a t shirt

Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Needed for the world to not to turn no more

Tried it but the bridge won’t burn

Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Needed for the world not to turn no more

Tried it but the bridge won’t burn

As long as I just keep my breathing steady

& as long as I just keep moving my legs

Things’ll just... eventually be fine

I kept wanting to find dangerous things to climb on or walk on or

Do whatever on, because it was like

It was a kind of danger that I could feel for myself

Without it being a danger that was produced by other humans

Just seeing human bodies be extremely resilient

Or human bodies just having all these impulses in the things that they do

To keep themselves safe

There's just so many little things at play

It’s just taking care of everything in the background