blacknwhite (Radio Edit) Lyrics

I guess that I'm okay

Well, I'm not dying

I guess that I have spent a lot of time alone for trying

I guess that you're away

Because you're busy

At least if you're to say that we’re still friends, pretend you miss me

Cuz I knew you were love when at your best

But maybe if I hadn't been depressed

We’d go out more

Ah yeah

I got a broken heart but it still works

But even if its beating it still hurts

Cuz now I still got 99 more problems to account for

& I bet all your friends say

“Im glad that she's gone”

Like

You're the only excuse

I had friends to lean on

But

Was it just in my head

I was loved all along

Or

Did you love me then

& did they love me then

& could you love again

(I can lose a lover)

But I cannot lose a lover & a friend

(I can find another)

But I’ll never find another you again

I’ve been splitting

Cuz its better than admitting

That It’s something that I can’t control

I was livid, what you did is

Nothing easily forgiven

Yet I couldn’t let go

& I bet all your friends say

“Im glad that she's gone”

Like

You're the only excuse

I had friends to lean on

But

Was it just in my head

I was loved all along

Or

Did you love me then

& did they love me then

& could you love again

Hah

No no no no no

I saw you at the bar where we used to drink

I wish that I could change the way that I think

I tell you, “it’s black & white

& if we start a war, could it be another night”

Then I proceeded to make a scene

You said “we need to heal before we can speak”

I said “but it’s already more than a week

Since you & I talked before

& I don’t know that I would wanna take any more”

But now I understand what you mean

Before you say goodbye

Did you see how you hurt me

But I hurt you too

Then we both got so blue

We had reasons to cry

I had reasons to worry

But you worried too

Sorry if I worried you

Cuz I’ve been a mess, I’ve been depressed

I’ve been neglected, I’ve been obsessed

I’ve been neglectful, I can admit it, My

Future looked brighter whenever you’re in it

But you probably won’t be, I get it

Yeah, you probably won’t, I admit it

The ice that we skate

Is the thinnest

My skin is the thinnest

My patience the thinnest

I’m healing

I’ll say when I’m finished

I wish I were finished

i got more to say

I know that I got more say

...I swear that I got more to say; I know

Things that you hid from me, know my fragility

Know that’s the reason that you‘ve done what you did to me

Even though my borderline has been killing me

I can’t go back to the mental facility

No

Before you say goodbye

Did you see how you hurt me

But i hurt you too

Then we both got so blue

We had reasons to cry

I had reasons to worry

But you worried too

Sorry if I worried you

Oh

(Ah)

I wanna be believed in

(Ah)

Doesn’t gotta be you