Infecting Yourself, Just to Be Cured Lyrics

Am I nothing without that validation?

Just a shellf of a man, die without hesitation

Just cause I'm not infected with the disease

That can bring any human to their knees

To be healthy is only consoling

To be infected is to be controlling

To be infected is to have purpose

To be infected is to be nervous

Always wondering when it might die

Or if you might die

Always wondering if you'll be betrayed

Or if you'll be the one to betray

It only lasts as long as it has to

Eventually the virus dies and it will have to start anew

A bitter sweet moment it is indeed

Cured, waiting for the time when you'll be again in need