beacon ft. mlxdy Lyrics

We was outside playin' with the big kid toys, no Hasbro

Back when I ain't had no Cuban bitches

Now I got so many from the islands, you'd think I am the son of Castro

Cause I am, hoe

The prophet emerging from the water, no longer tadpole, my fam though

Promises broken, I never had hope

Raised so well, I was 13 before I knew we was broke

Rolled in the grassy hills, now we roll solo's like Frank Ocean

With a dyed blonde bitch, she Latina, my prime token

You lettin' the flies in, why the door open

I can keep goin' Mississippi, Nile, Amazon, I can keep flowin'

I'm detouring around the true topic at hand

Direct wisdom enclosed in a concrete time capsule straight from the promised land

Walkin' over damp sand, spellin' out the title of The Promise

I made back when I was just trying to understand

Why these motherfuckers ain't get the vision yet, yeah

I lost every ounce of innocence

Shall I blame it on the internet?

I know some corny ass people who overlooking their relevance

Thinking that they hold a special place in my pen

Truthfully I ain't gave a single fuck since the last time I had to explain myself

And now you distancing from day ones just because they're sticking around me

Be the same hypocrites who claim they're godly

And then doubt me

Why don't you show some love if you godly

All of a sudden we all pro speech til' you hear shit that you don't believe

Stoic hour, pre-sleep meditation, no dopamine

Think of all the people who ain't be who they're supposed to be

I started seeing green when I stopped saying hopefully

Spark man, beacon boy, getting the shine

But true to all, shoutout to my sons who I inspired

I see it in all your videos, melodies and rhymes

Even the title suffixes, ".wav", that's mine, bitch

I'm grateful, I ain't make it on that shit project

You should let the instrumental do all the talkin'

Was it worth gettin' stitches tryna be Dremmz?

You made amends, you said we could be friends

And now you hosting the quote unquote "Chicago Biggest Underground Show" without Dremmz

Damn, I should've bought me a ticket but on that day I got a scheduled visit with your ex

Yes, the dunce hat stays on during sex

I'm lookin' at my roster like, who's next?

I stopped gettin' attached when my last bitch

Told me that arguin' was her favorite part of the relationship

But not runnin' downtown at midnight to make it to the train station

Then she got the nerve to hit me with an allegation

And some accusations

Rubbing on your ass cause you gave me permission

How the fuck you gon' take words out your mouth last minute?

But I get it

It's easier to shut down a superstar who believes in himself, right?

Let's kill the kid with confidence

So we can get the O'Block sponsorship

I don't know why

The sky is red tonight

I don't know why

I don't know why

I wanna know what you're doing with him

I wanna know, are you letting him in?

Are you letting him in or not?

Are you letting him, letting him in?

Are you letting him in?

Are you letting him, letting him in

Or not, or not, or not?

Floaters in my eyes

Gaussian on my dreams

Mosaic on my thoughts

Delays when I breathe

Confusion in my brain

There's nothing left to believe

I thought way too ahead

Now I'm stranded down stream

Oh, if you was lying I would know

If you was lying I would know

Oh, I would know

Hold on, I'm on my own

I keep seeking things I don't like

And you can get a little closer, baby I don't bite

You're running amuck

You're running it up

When we were waiting to fuck

Waiting for the sun to go down

Oh no, and now that you're gone

I look up in the sky so high

I'm granted eternal life, oh