Handheld Lyrics

I sing on stages in front of 20 people and hope that they like me

I look down, sigh, and open up to a game that I stole

I don't eat in the park cause the sunlight can block the screen

Why do I feel so nervous

I'm having so much trouble smiling

Oh

Every time Emily shares

I can tell whether it's wrong

I wake up feeling a cold

I don't have any control

Every time I open the game

I can hear the beep and the same

Every time I talk to girls

I can hear the chords and it hurts

Today I made a rule no one touches my backpack

I believe in God but I like mocking Christians

I don't wake up without a present

Every time Emily shares

I can tell whether it's wrong

I wake up feeling a cold

I don't have any control

Every time I open the game

I can hear the beep and the same

Every time I talk to girls

I can hear the chords and it hurts

Every time Emily shares

I can tell whether it's wrong

I wake up feeling a cold

I don't have any control

(Why do I feel so nervous)

Every time I put on a skirt

I can hear the chords and it hurts