EUPHORIA. Lyrics

I'm talking, anxiety attacking me, seems like from all directions

I went on stage and spoke my feelings, they ain't get the message

They only focused on the fake, and man it caused a wreckage

Inside my mind, man it's tirin, lead to constant stressin

I had a breakdown over people I thought held me close

Like how you go behind my back when I gave the most

I don't know why you stay chuckling this is not a joke to m

Regret and anger stay choking feel like my soul revoked

Let's turn the page move on to something lighter

Been tryna better myself yea the old me is retired

There's still some days where it feel like I'm burnt down to the wire

Cleanse my soul, I wash it and dry it, put on some new attire

Been too much strain the past 2 years, I'm tired of being tired

My biggest goal in life is to be a person who inspires

I hope that I can be happy by the time I expire

Don't hit my phone if you weren't there for me when things were dire

Remember wishing on a star hoping that god would save

Remember fighting so them demons wouldn't overtake me

Remember days where i was shameful, wished i could erase me

Im tryna make it so when I die, y'all cannot replace me

It's been a year and man I've changed a lot

But around me it seem like there ain't no changes and that's word to Pac

I'm on my way, I'm climbing to the top whether y'all like or not

The person that I used to be make my stomach twist up in knots

I hate it

The fake hard and tough talking, man it just make jaded

These goofies keep yelling keep sayin i'm not Gon' make it

Attention they keep chasing

Sayin I'm corny and boring, well how's this for a taste then, love when the bass hits

Some keep fueling rumors

They sayin that I'm racist

Now I don't know bout you but, that's something I'm not taking

I hope y'all proud of wasted time, try makin my image tainted

I don't care what you sayin, im a hit maker in making

I feel at home when all the speaker bumping

I love how i can just feel nothin and turn it to something

I had to slow this down for y'all, cause if not y'all make assumptions

About all of the things that I'm sayin

Y'all think I'm just mumbling

It's been a year and I've tried to stay humble

You think y'all threw it all the way, i'm like nah that's a fumble

Im not gon lie, last year felt like i was about to crumble

But in the end it don't mean nothin man, it's just a stumble

Lately been talking to some fallen angels

They said to try to see the world from a different angle

I trust too much, mama told me never to talk strangers

I've had to learn the hard way that everybody changes

I'm a fight till the sky falls down

Y'all said I was dirt, go ahead and look at me now

I'm the king this is not your crown

Never heard my name I guarantee you'll find out

It's a road that I gotta pave

Y'all think that this all just a joke but it's a lot to take

Whenever they giving me pain

I don't reciprocate

Cause im tryna be positive before i float away