THICKANDTHIN. Lyrics

I swear these people I'm around put on a fake facade

They feeling stuck but they be flashy when the camera on

I drown away in all my feelings till it reach the dawn

And then I'm acting pacifist until they try to do me wrong

I'm spinning round inside an endless cycle

It's funny how they actin cool when they was once my rivals

If you hurt me no turning back, your decisions final

Yea his egos starting to crack and I ain't talking vinyl

Some my homies turning to rats, and now that got me spiteful

Gave his soul away for the racks, naw he ain't got a spinal

Naw she wouldn't care if I died, she got me in denial

At least I got pen and paper, my flows be homicidal

I switch the flow up on em

Got me sick, I throw up on em

Not too hot, I'll blow up on em

Out for blood, Rambo up on em

Sneaky, I'm a ghost up on em

Dirty need some soap up on em

Imma get this dough up on em

Fly just like a crow up on em

That was a mouthful just to understand

I know that my worth isn't defined by all these rubber bands

I don't gotta have this flashy stuff to know that I'm the man

That boy saw me spit a 16, and then he turned and ran

Now ask yourself a vital question

What do I gain with all these flashy things in my possession

Is it gonna matter when I'm dead and I be ascending

If I was out here in these streets dripped out in fendi

Cause now yo time finally up

Look at what you've done and wonder if you goin down or up, recollecting all the times when you was lonely feeling stuck

Ain't gon lie karma isn't on your side it's lookin rough

You feeling worthless it's hurting, been in your situation

You feel as if your deserted, ain't up for conversation

No matter how hard your workin, you never find salvation

Keep gettin flushed down the toilet, you feel like defacation

Yea all these rumors be spreading, it be just defamation

You spiral into depression cause all your joy be fading

You feel emotionally drained in need of an oasis

But still nobody ever cares, a melancholic statement

Been battling through all these hardships

The victim of some witchery, I met Agatha Harkness

Yea Jonas pulled a knife up on my homie, caught some charges, the fact that coulda been me is what really hit the hardest

But still I seem to find some light, even in darkness, people in my generation generally are the harshest

I'm feeling outkast they calling me obnoxious, I apologize for being me and that makes you raucous

I speak in rapid succession, you are nothing more then a hater, I ain't think nothin lesser

Swear all these people be faking, they just be actin, heath ledger

And yeah its kinda disgusting the way I spin words together

Come hold me close

Just let me know

If you're here through thick and thin