do i let her know Lyrics

Uh, she just told me, tell me how it goes

I don't tell her, demons getting close

Getting harder, fighting with my thoughts

Do I leave it, do I let her know

I been working when I go to sleep

Paid in full, but yo, it's never cheap

I been fighting, fighting with my thoughts

Do I leave it, do I let her know

Yo, like where we going? I say it's far

She wanna trust it, but she's messing with a superstar

You know it's crazy when her competition gotta know me

And see them crushing on her man, is he gonna fold?

Doing shows, but how this high life lives is lonely

I used to know this, I'm sleeping later hours

And hoping she'll never notice

She's talking about her day and I'm struggling giving focus

Ask about her opinion, she could be hating my opus

I'm learning not to accept it, a couple things on my shoulders

Know my ting is to walk, but I couldn't be like my olders

I know I'm setting a path, it's a part of breaking the cycle

Could be less of a man, but I put my word on the bible but

Yeah, I know I know she's right

Yo, she don't want the money, but she told me stay the night

But if I stayed, then all my goals are fighting with my sleep

She wanna trust it, but it's playing in her thoughts saying

She just told me, tell me how it goes

I don't tell her, demons getting close

Getting harder fighting with my thoughts

Do I leave it, do I let it, no

I've been working when I go to sleep

Paid in full, but yo, it's never cheap

I've been fighting, fighting with my thoughts

Do I leave it, do I let her know

I know it's crazy when I shut her out from issues in my head

We should be talking about it, but see I'm so unprepared

Like what's the point in addressing issues I know she'll struggle to fix

You'll say I'm being selfish, she's trying to be in the mix

Cause she just wanna help, but me I've never seen it for myself

Should be feeling these feelings, but put the feels on the shelf

Cause I know the way that they play me, but me I'm trying to survive

Know I write on my phone, but it's silent quarter to five

And yes I know she's trying

I wanna help, but see my problems only multiplying

I see my people getting killed there's all these thoughts of dying

Now I'm thinking if I leave, then how do I provide this poker on my face

Just know it's burning in my thoughts for days

I'm in my thoughts now

If I never talk, then she think I wanna divorce now

I don't wanna talk, so I make it harder to see me

Said it's only trust, but this trust is never as easy as

She just told me, tell me how it goes

I don't tell her demons getting close

Getting harder fighting with my thoughts

Do I leave it, do I let her know